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Disappering...
Thursday, January 20, 2005
Just in a blink of eye, 17 years have passed... I still remember the day when i finally noe how to change my pampers by my own... I always wished to cherish the time with my family but i juz dunno how as its quite funny to give them a friendly hug... Maybe filial is wad is count.. Many things have happened though... I've found my other self but just cant be with it no matter how i tried.. Fate 70% and own determination stands only 30%... i have given my fullest determination but all it depends is on the fate part... haha... juz in a few months, fate disappoint me... Dont say i nv tried.. I've tried , just tat no one could see it... My struggle and my ache, i've experienced most of it in that few single months.. Im constantly trying to understand you more but im afraid... Just a look in her profile and wad pple wrote for her and maybe i can noe? Lol.. Its not tat easy man.. Try looking back into ur old flame's profile and see what her boyfriend wrote for her, and tell me wad u feeling now.. Isnt that easy rite.. Lol.. FORGET IT... I shall have this darkest problem keep to myself for the rest of my life although i know i will be hurt by it sooner or later... I just cant put it down... Sry for those love i've disappointed.. I was trying to use it to cover up for the wounds caused by my old flame...

Love---

I think that i dont have the courage to tell u but i'll post it on my blog and let fate decide whether u'll see it or not..

Seriously, I've already understand ur decision... But some things i have to make clear...
I tried to be with other girls becoz i thought i didnt have ur attention and i didnt contact wiv u coz i'm afraid that i will upset u thru my words.. Dats y i always nv scolded u back.... 2004 im sure u still remember when i msged u again... but after some period i stopped msging u and stopped communicating with u... Dats becoz i knew i was a nuisance to u and wads more.. Im a useless guy who sux in everything.. I didnt meant to pester u but i just couldnt help it ya.. hah.. finally let this out of my mind.. may u read this and understand.. and i guess u wont see me anymore... so tk care ya ;p


--In the end. Its still the same--
11:29 AM

No one will see what i wrote anyway
Will there?
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