Lost
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
Suddenly felt very scared, insecure and lost... Most importantly.. confuse.. Though i've successfully forgot everything and even thou u steady wiv HIM** i was shocked only for awhile... :) think wad... cry again meh.. bo liaoz... last tym i gong n childish... now no more le... but tink over it again... if u felt sad for e things i did for u... i think it's quite worthwhile doing so much for u... One more thing.. u stead with him.. few tings need to tell u... He's boring and paranoid... Maybe he's more good looking den me... MAYBE ONLY... i changed my appearance aso.. overall ar... good luck ba... coz i dunno wad to say liao... tired sia.. always play this guess-wad-u-tinking game... AND NOW.... I SWEAR WITH ALL THE TINGS I HAVE, I WONT PUT IN ANYMORE EFFORTS!! haha.... i knew u will say i bhb one... but at least.. let me complain to u for e one last tym alright? ---- end of love topic---
---- Friends----
Guess wad? U can have ur complains... But i too could have my own complains... I was disappointed that u could gave up everything coz a fukin stupid tiny dispute... And come on la... don need to keep on complaining ur problems to HER... let me tell u.. she herself doesnt even noe wad frens are really for... To be friends and to be real friends.. U need to noe each other party's bad point and try to compromise with it.. They show their bad side to u coz they TRUST u and knw that u wont backstab them... Tink urself... A person which only know ur good side and a person which noe ur bad side.. who u will choose tell me... arent u tired keep on putting a fake self.... wad stupid shit... closest friends will always be e one who make u sad.. coz THEY ARE E ONLY BUNCH U CARE.. n dont come here to tell me how matured u are... thou i love to play... but im a guy who know how to see things well.. in fact... I GOT THE CONFIDENCE TO SAY... i understand how pple feels.. being frenz muz support each other no matter wad mistake they may make in the long run... at least we noe tat u could cover my back... if everything have a limit... how on earth are friends going to tell u wad they really wanna say, do they really wanna do...stupid rite.. limit there limit here... if i were to noe a person that will limit the tings i do... i would give a fuking damn care bout tat person... limit the tings ur fren do.. arent u a suker more den dey are... no matter wad... i've done e last ting for our friendship... choose wad u wan... one wrong path and dats it... be it or not..
---- truth and honest----
Hey brothers and sisters of 6 elementz... mind telling me private where my bad point lies... i wanna noe so i can change to be a bettter person... and aso thanx ar.. for tolerating wiv my bad points... really feel secured with u all behind me...
--In the end. Its still the same--
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