hmmm tis few days keep playing dota n dota... donno wad to do... somebody save me pls!!!!!!!! 1:52 PM

hmmm.. having my holidays now already.. but here i am slacking everyday at home.. so sianz... playing game everyday and watching anime...... tot of getting a job but i tink i failed during e interview la.. lol.... now well juz see if any happenings will happen during my holiday... if not.. this shall be my most boring holidays i ever had in my life.... 10:31 AM

Well the exam has finally came to an end... well no meaning to talk about the results.... right now... all i want is a job... this few days been walking to various k box branch hoping to be able to get a job over there since its so relaxing listen to music and serving drinks... Buddha pls let me get my job pls... On the sake of my hardwork i put in... 7 attempts for kbox... haha... hope this time i can make it... =) and with the money i earned.. i can return all my debts to the coconut ah long... welll after went for job hunting... we went to bishan to kia kia... lol... and watch the ming xing ou xiang also.. lol overall its not bad.. but haiz... all becoz of my humji-ness and the chicken rice... i would have tried with bernie... lol... after watching dat interviewing.. we went back to tampines and rest at macdonalds... well there was one pretty gal sitting right infront of me and bernie... Woot... so chio sia... lol cant keep my eyes off her... haha but pretty only la.. dunno inside pretty anot... keke... after sitting for awhile another 2 gals came in.. all right la not so pretty but their appearance also very appealing... LOL... too bad alex and yanling still having their exams.. if not im sure that this very particular day will be special cuz we'll be celebrating alex birthday... keke... well next tym ya bro...

Love Life??
well basically.. dont tink i will commit myself into such tingy yet cuz im having some problems with myself and the ting i hate is that i don wan to see my gf sad... haha... since i already cant handle myself well now den im sure that if i have one now... she wont have any happiness... and also i feel inferior becoz of my size.. lol... i cant give them the an quan gan they want.... haha so gf? NAH!!! Lol... maybe yes if she really really really can understand me very well just like my buddies does... keke... and also i also a fucking fellow who doesnt deserve any gfs....

Studies??
FUCK OFF LA... exams over liao... knn poly is so fucking sian sian sian... the pple there... MAKES ME SICK...thou im lucky to have some nice fellows by my side... mango if u're reading this... u should know its who... LOL... anyway after this exam... those pple's amount will be cut down by half...

Friends??
well i feel better off with my secondary sch frenz... i feel safe and a sense of being recognized while being with them... haha... now's holiday period so lets just spent some time socializing 2gether and be like a bunch of crazy fools just like we used to be.. haha... thou time, schedule and place will now pose a problem to the everyone of us.. but im sure.. there will be one day.. we'll be out 2gther again... I am sure. 10:36 AM

nowadays dunno y keep have the those emptiness feelings inside me sia.. just like back to the sec 4 periods... everytym gt tat irritating feelings... fook seh... holidays coming soon right after my one week exams... hmmm wonder if i should spent e time playing with my buddies first or just set myself directly into working days?? lol... 2 months man.. can do alot of tings... anyway.. maybe spend sometime with my buddies first ba... we need alot of socializing time!! lol... cuz of the different schools and different schedule we're having now.... right now.. everyone is aiming for someting.... da oldest in our gang is aiming for a gal and that also apply to the 4th oldest in our gang... for me.. i dunno wad i wan sia.. lol.. right now just living life lyk a typical teenager lo... play games, see chiobu and hanging out lo... furthermore.... nowadays im not acting like myself... feel that someting is cropping me inside but i cant explain that feeling.... anyway i just cant wait for the exam periods to end.... have alot of tings i wanna do.. lol... chiong anime chiong game and go out go out go out and work work work... lol... can someone just tell me wad to do now??? 8:04 AM