The feeling's back again..
Thursday, September 14, 2006
its been like 18 years already.. i kept on telling myself that i'll work hard.. luck is not always on my side. this 18 years tat i've been through.. did i once ever put in effort in e things i did... maybe i did but im am certain that isnt the maximum of my capabilities... and now.. im facing the ultimate scenario of getting kicked out by my sch.. and i have only 1 and a 1/2 week to fight for my future.. i know i will study but how much effort would i put in? IM SO STRESSED.. and there isnt raelly anyone who's our there to care for me.. im always bearing things inside of me..
--In the end. Its still the same--
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