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The fighting spirit within me is calling out...
Sunday, September 17, 2006
maybe i have been sucha loser for quite a long time that me myself cant take it anymore... recently when the irritating feeling comes and haunt me, theres like this strong feeling inside me fighting it back.. i wanted to give up but it dont let me.. well for once, i need to show everyone what im capable of... i shall not surrender to the given circumstances so easily... studies?friends?family?money?girlfren? i make them right.. looking around myself, i have noticed since right after secondary sch, everyone's been changing quite alot.. just that whether they change for the better or change for the worst.. well im in no position to say that but honestly i do propose an idea to whoever of u who are reading this post... 1. Ask yourself do u still regconize urself.
2. How much of ur life have changed. 3. Touch your heart and ask urself.. Are u really feeling good by behaving in this way?

Thats what i proposed.. Theres no answer to it.. The only answer lies within urself... No doubt that everyone changes.. Let me re-emphasize abt it again.. Everyone changes just that whether u change for the better or for the worst... Talking about changing.. Me myself have changed quite alot too.. No doubt i used to be a person who used to accomplish things by taking shortcuts.. Shortcuts that was by making other people suffer or underhand methods.. i know that i cant escape from what i did b4 but one thing i am sure about it.. im really trying to change and get the regconition from other people.. theres no way i can undo my mistakes but pls forgive me for what i did..

Although times are hard now regardless of whatever scenario im living in.. i will nt submit to it..
Friends-- I will do what i can to maintain it as long as possible. The rest is up to u all
Family-- Im old enough to return the happiness that u all gave me when im a child
Girlfriend-- I am sorry for my selfish attitude. I do hope u could give me one more chance to restart everything again.
Everyone-- Pls give me the encouragement that i need to continue my path.. Sometimes, i really feel terrible.


From now on.. No shortcuts, no giving up. I will use my own hardwork to qualifed in this world.




Trust me and be rest assured
--In the end. Its still the same--
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